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Both Loves

by A Sensitive Person

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1.
I am sleeping tonight, but I wanted to fight I have never in my life been so alone And I wanted to classify all the needs to satisfy Lord, I’m a lonesome visitor in my own home I am weary, I have wept So many nights I haven’t slept I am aching for something thus far unknown I am hungry, I am thirsty Gotta show myself some mercy Lord, I’m a lonesome visitor in my own home It took me years to get me here Was it bravery or was it fear? Is it a blessing or a curse, the love to roam? There could be treasures in the new I’ve been a’looking for my next “you” Lord, I’m a lonesome visitor in my own home In my own home, in my own home My own home, my own home Lord, I’m a lonesome visitor in my own home In my own home, in my own home My own home, my own home Lord, I’m a lonesome visitor in my own home
2.
Both Loves 03:21
HOW TO KEEP BOTH LOVES IN MIND I would wax your boots, my lady If you'd kindly sew my shirt 'Cuz summer now has turned to autumn And we both are feeling hurt You can see my holes a'plenty And I can see my stains on you 'Cuz I have been a'roaming with another To whom am I supposed to stay true? Dusty forests, windy rivers Oceans have kept us apart You are back but I have wandered And I don't know what's in my heart Coming home, I feel forsaken My clothing's torn and I'm left alone It ain't been long since I've been broken And my wounds have only grown Still, my dear, I see your beauty I ain't forgotten how you can shine Just give me time, and I will remember How to keep both loves in mind (Dusty forests...) (I would wax...)
3.
I put on my glasses and I put on my shoes And I brace myself for another day in line I swim through the city and toss me about I’m always racing, gotta be on time That clock keeps a’ticking and I’ve already lost I could be a romantic, but then everyone could Mama told me I’d be something good and Papa told me I should do what I want Sister’s a’climbing and brother’s a’searching We’re always finding, but we’re always lost All of these faces and all of these voices are Taking up all of the space in my mind Oh my, oh my, oh my When I think of you I know I’m thinking true But I never thought that you could be a lie And when I come I know I’ll feel I’ve paused my life All these moments I have here will be lost All of these faces and all of these voices are Taking up all of the space in my mind Oh my, oh my, oh my
4.
Why is it so hard to keep a friend around in this town? Pull yourself together if you wanna make it on your own Ask anyone about the situation What they never tell you is you spend your life alone It’s a headache to remember all the details You wanna shut your eyes and sail into the moon Oh, you’re a superman Oh, I’m a senator Oh, you’re a dictionary Oh, I’m in love with you It’s a pleasure to finally be on the right track And I am all the things I ever want to be I could imagine me surrendering my wisdom I could imagine me allowing someone in If my basics match the character you’ve chosen If you stop drowning and let me teach you to swim Oh, you’re a superman Oh, I’m a senator Oh, you’re a dictionary Oh, I’m in love with you
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6.
You Can Open 04:32
I know you’re searching everywhere Searching for someone to repair You keep your demons locked inside And they only grow with time Tell me where you’ve been I think you can open I see you struggling with all of your ghosts But I cannot help if you stay closed It ain’t so bad once you c’mon outside The fire’s warm and the whisky’s fine So why don’t you tell me where you’ve been I think you can open Don’t you see us, standing side by side? I want to be back in your life In your life, in your life I want to be back in your life
7.
You might hear me call through the night But don’t you fear, we’ll be alright We’ve been taught to hold too tight And we’re unlearning—it’s a fight Some would say we feel to hard Sensitive, with too much heart I flew across the sea and back again I blinked my eyes and boys turned into men But the debt ain’t swept away our lyrical pen Someday we’ll reclaim—don’t ask me when I’ll sing to you from anywhere The wind responds to those who care Bless our songs within your heart Don’t let go and always feel too hard Don’t let go and always feel
8.
You know I’ll be waiting here for you to Come to me to share some time All this week, I shared myself with work And trams and trains, it makes me insane I meet people every day I’m looking for somewhere else You might be the perfect place Oh, won’t you help me learn To take me outta myself To take me outta myself Working hard, scratching off The old list of things to do And all our friends have gone back home And I don’t want to be on my own (I meet people every day…) Jealousy, a mind trap waiting for you To slip and fall, it’ll drag you down It’s you or them, come quickly or I might ask for another’s company (I meet people every day…)

about

All songs written by Shani Chabansky.

Dedicated to: Liane Chabansky and the LGBTQIA community.

Special thanks to:
Marian & Greg McKenna, Bruce Chabansky, Justine Lucas, Zora Raskin, Matt Borden-Nuñez, Robert Owen-Felix Williams, Wesley Edward, Nora Heelan-Daly, Rhea Corson-Higgs, Lisa Bevan, Atticus O'Feral, Eva Zet'ková, Dani Ewert, Kyle Haney, Jan Řepka, Indiegogo Campaign Supporters, The Land Dancers, and Lark in the Morning. This album would not have been possible without your love and support.

Any gendered pronouns in song lyrics are subject to revision during live performance.

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released April 1, 2015

Vocals and guitar: Shani Chabansky
Cello: Pavel Barnáš
Piano: Raven

Recorded and mixed by Raven at Atelier Studio Prague.

Album artwork and design: Jessica Serran

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A Sensitive Person Prague, Czech Republic

A Sensitive Person is lead by Californian singer-songwriter Shani Chabansky.

Influenced by traditional American music and freak folk, A Sensitive Person's lyrics are gender-neutral and weaves the queer narrative into old familiar music.

Haunting melodies wrap around the comfort of a drone. Rhythmically percussive and forward-moving.
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